Too selfish jor

Tis morning having my super nice dream..
but 1 call have destroy it..argh...stupid fellow
tat fellow just salah number but he tuduh me curi his uncle hp o..
reli babi betul!!
today i have done many thing tat i should't do de!!
morning promise my bro to bring him go TS to buy cloth..
but i just gt many reason to reject him la..kaka

second...bring food to my grandmum cos my mum nt free..
sumtimes v reli too selfish lo.. just leave her alone at tat house..
but duno y..v all reli duno how to communicate wit her lo..
summore my family hv argue many time cos of her thing..
many of her son & daughter & son in law & daughter in law & grandson & granddaughter
also nt taat de..(include me la)
eg..like today although i very free but i just sent de food to her den went bac home..
i noe i should wait her finish den onli bac de...
but i just dint do it!!

at nite... argue wit my sis again...
i also dun no wat happen to me..
i just wun tolerate with her..
but her attitude make me angry lo...
i noe i was wrong but i just wun correct it!!
cos i was too selfish jor!!!!!!

the world full of jealousy

yesterday 1 gt my sem 1 result...
but last 2 week already noe through internet d...
i quite happy abt the result
i hv try my best but nt do my best!!

wat make de disappointed is my mum de respond after she noe my result
regret telling her.. haiz..
i noe i have make ur disappointed be4..
n wat i do also cant replace it!!
but past is past...

i can feel tat.. my classmate will think tat i very chun de lo.
haha..cos when they ask me how to do..i reli duno how 2 do de
but exam can get high mark..
Nt i dun wan help them but i reli duno mah!!
how 2 help wor??
now i cant tahan 1 of my classmate liou
cos i think she always wanna compare my result wit herself..
always ask me study ar?? doing revision ar??
i dun like those thing lo..
when i wan 2 to revision den i do lo
depent on my mood de mah..
y u must noe wor??
scared i get higher than u meh!!!